Its A Love Story

hahax... Hyriah is full of love to be given away... but there is nobody...hmmm
Hyriah's waiting at the bus stop for her soulmate to drop off from the bus...

Okay lame shit!

My Loving Days

No words could express the emotions that floods in here.
How being with you has brighten my days.
How thinking of you makes me miss you dearly.
How bored i am without you.
And for every seconds that ticks, the moments as i adhere as days past waiting just to catch a glimpse of you.
For you are worth of my every thought at every second.
Though time and people forbids this love...
I'll cherish every moment we had.
The laughs we had and the foughts we had.
The littlest things we had, will be the maniest of the things i'll remember.
I'll make every moment as if it were the last...
I realise that this may never last.
And i hope when we depart for the paths ahead of us though i doubt there is a path that both of us could hold hands and walk together, we'll crossroads again.
As times past, the memories of you'll remain.
Though your face will slowly dissipates...
I'm jaded

Wokays!!!

We always talk things out...but nothing is changed...we did nothing to change it.
But then again excited for 22 June!! ahahax
2 more days!!
Mikhail & ME
16 years and 1month anniversary!!ahahax. No Big Deal!! Hope it'll be longer.
ME & HIM
1 month!!

By the way, i think the reason why those relationship you had in the past never worked out because. You and them never do any reflections... Think lah!! Whose fault it is!! Lerhhh!!
~Give and Take. Don't just take...
~Remember all the memories. Don't just enjoy the moment but then two hours later you forget everything!! CHERISH them because nothing last forever, you and me won't last forever because one day i'll have to DIE!!
~Think before you speak.
~Think before you do.
~Partners don't like to be tested. We are not dolls to be tested for quality or even quantity.
~One more test!! And they'll test you back!!
~Respect or else byebye!! =)

Heartless?

I don't know why, after all those things that you did.
My heart being crushed so many times.
But in the end, i always forgive you...
I always do.
I can't be angry with you for a long time.
I always end up being the one to give in.

But i think i've reached the point, where i have to decide.
Sometimes, i just wonder if you were worth holding on to.
If i could just let you go...
And start all over back.
Wash you away from my memory.
But what would that make me as a person?
Heartless?
Merciless?
Unreasonable?
Unthoughtful?
Selfish?
My conscience keeps urging me to rid that thought.
Just hold on.
But how long can i hold??

Irritated. Agitated. Furiated

Sudden hysteria just crept up on me.

Sudden urge to run away from all this mess.
I'm breaking out.

Excuses will always remain as an excuse and no reason can excuse it as an excuse!!!
You are being selfish.
I didn't want all of this, but have you ever asked me about this??
Had you known how i felt honestly.
Though i always said or look fine about it...well...the truth is NO.
I hated the thought of it.
I think it's just an excuse.
I feel like you are avoiding me.
I hate you for this.
I feel like you are hiding something from me.
I feel like you are not honest.
This is totally UNFAIR for me!!!

Fine!! Do whatever you want. Do whatever you like.
I hope one day you'll realise that you are losing someone... ME!!!


I want to go somewhere and find peace! Far away from all of this...

Why??

Though, i think maybe we are.
I am going to perfectly deny the part you said that we were distancing.
No, actually we are not.
It's just that the holidays are probably taking its toll on both of us.
Our lack of communication these days must have been the cause for all of this uneasy feelings.
We don't see each other so frequently.
We can't message one another so often.
So just hold on and have faith.
Hopefully, by school reopens our relationship gets better. =)
And no worries, i won't break my promise. At least not now, not yet i guess. Bbhahaxx
It disturbs me that you are showing signs of weakness in you.
I don't like that. It's just not you.
But it's actually great that you are opening up to me...

Yeppie

LOL... I don't know what this blog for actually...
But neyhh, anyhow only.
I may or may not be updating this blog anyway.. If i do, that's probably because i have the time to do so.
If i don't please forgive me...

i already have my initial blog... vampresshyriah.blogspot.com
So in any case check out that blog. hhahx